So as of right now I’m still not all that sure of myself. My feelings are still so fucked up. I mean that decision you told me I needed to make is coming closer but its still so far. I don’t know anymore. I mean after you broke up with me I was so distraught and I thought I would hate you but after we talked and I learned the actual reason that I was actually ok that you dumped me. I mean that was by far the best reason anyone has ever given me for dumping me. But I’m still here and we are both still screwed but atleast I’m happy being screwed this time around. J